Summer to sit in the grass on the side of the white marble, looks elegant, quiet ride.
when the sun is very strong, even standing in the shadow of the hospital lobby time can clearly feel the sun heat. not to mention sitting in the hot sun of summer.
time find it very strange, obviously no match for summer, but summer just like the general feel of her look serene, a white dress made her look even like a great fairy tale fairy Chu Chen.
out of curiosity, approached her time, she stood still before her, and then determine the height of summer the eyes will open, the sun, you sit here looking at? you. her hand, his brow is not wrinkled look.
> My name is summer. summer, is the grandmother gave me. I really like the name, it is like the taste of summer. because every summer, I could feel the heat of the sun makes me strong, I can imagine side, what a view. Perhaps, say a lot of it. that the white point, that is, I can feel the light.
I was blind.
I grew up living in a dark in. I do not understand just what can not even imagine what the scenery around me. I can not see my parents, grandma can not see, but can not see the sun. But I'm lucky, I was born blind.
accustomed to the darkness, I is not afraid of loneliness, do not see the sun one day luxury.
you know, got to lose, is a very painful thing.
< br> I told them time when I knew her a month later to do. At that time, she heard about this, was silent for a long time and then, like a well thought out in general, she began, really hard.
time, I was five. It is the age of notes. I remember lying in my grandmother's lap, the sound of her rattan chair accompanied by Zhi Ya stop shaking. And grandma's tears, but the wind fell on my face. tears a little cold, I use a small hand, dipped a bit, gently licked.
salty.
later, I think, as long as water, is salty.
I told them when the time said, laughing shame by time. However, in the face of her laughter, I have never willing to break.
time to laugh, always makes me feel warm. For this reason, I put her as my good friends. with her words, is his best buddies.
is sworn to not have secrets.
This is the time to tell my buddy concept. So, I put only my grandmother told her to know the secret.
In fact, I have a sister. This is Grandma told me.
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time I first met the summer time when the name grab.
my real name, called the warm summer.
warm summer warm in summer and warm summer. warm summer, taking my own name. I have six but each previous name, called the Han Zhao. I was three years old, my mother gave birth to a baby girl, because born in the summer season, and her nickname he called summer.
six, because it is dependent parents can not afford to have two children. So they reluctantly to have a physical defect of the summer to give the knee Sun grandmother no children. I remember that time, Sun grandmother a person lived in a deserted house with her big yard outside the house. In my image, the grandmother was supposed to be rich people.
her first visit to our home, I was leaning on her sister at home, playing on the ground outside.
day, it was her sister's third birthday. I told her that I She prepared a gift at the door. year-old Summer, is a very quiet and autistic children. But when she heard a gift, or will be very childish to me like a baby, begging me to take her to the door to see to see the gift.
However, until now, I still did not give her the gift of my.
I carefully escorted out of a small summer house. I remember , the day the sun was dazzling. one out, I have narrowed his eyes the road ahead. Then, we went to half time, a pair of embroidered shoes will be fine block in front of us.
Sun old grandmother wearing a gorgeous fitted standing in front of me and summer. She kind of looked at us in the end, her eyes firmly fixed on the height of summer. After a long time, with a mellow voice she said to us, I am home is nearby, go to my Jia Zuozuo it. summer to stay a day or two.
At that time, six years old, I think, just two days, respectively, with the summer only. However, until the three days, four days ... ... or even a month, summer did not come back. Then, I learned a new term, discarded.
parents to discard the summer. I hated them. who is the kind of hate is hate. Why do they hate the summer discarded. If you want to discard, and Why suffer to give birth to the summer. until ten years have passed. I gradually began to understand them.
In fact, there are many adults do nothing.
and I, at six years old , we decided to get rid of their original a name. I put my warm summer Huanzuo.
warm summer and warm in summer, warm summer.
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I hope to see you very happy, very comfortable smile. tone spoke to me.
I remember is two in the afternoon, it was a day when most hot, especially, it is now summer.
day, it was really hot, Even if the sun is often me, give me a little bit could not stand the heat of the sun. And time, but never because of the weather and complained to me. She frequently do, is in this brutal extreme weather, is still by my side, one can laugh about the interesting things I have.
she respected my habits. I'd feel the same.
However, for her words, I have used my eyes toward the direction of her for a long time, I would like to know what she said this expression, however, but in vain. my world is black. Time has told me many, many color, and I, not even to see the different colors and black,Bailey UGG boots, like all luxury. Well, time, do you really think, enjoyable summer will be happy to laugh What?
I did not even look like himself seen, even your face can not be foreseen, even the sun all day, missed the meet. So time, you taught me how to smile?
is a very subtle sighs.
However, she agreed.
I do not know the lucky or loss. I have not told what time is my grandmother, in fact, When I was thirteen years old died. my home, is a charity set up orphanages.
time, I'm not sure you can understand my sense of inferiority. I know my parents from the just because I am blind to drop me, my heart is like sinking into the mud in the low self-esteem and can not extricate themselves. No matter how I prove that my body can live in the light in, but, they did not make my mind free .
you understand? as a blind man's tragedy. I never insist that I can see the light. do not expect, I became an orphan from a female parent with a child. Even I there is a close friend, in my view, is God's big gift to me. time, you are God's gift to me. So, time, do not let me ask too much.
be too more, I will not even do basic principle of the blind have lost ... ...
blind principle, that is resign to fate and accept it. my fate, and unconditional acceptance. So, please do not force me to go to the to what does not belong to me. I know you will understand.
because you are time, my best friend.
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when the summer time out to take me to her house, I was surprised. If it is because of my sentence, she would like to avoid it, I can only sigh. But, finally, I agreed to her because she is my sister.
fact, I know Sun grandmother when she was thirteen years old had died. I also know that the reason Sun grandmother died. because of her filial son was thirteen years old birthday in the summer day, to seek them out.
her son to find her reason is simple. just want to dominate her property. However, the Sun grandma left son, has left a very substantial money to his son to do business. did not want to, Prodigal son she lost in the minute left. Sun is to be her grandmother was alive to the mad son.
it is adult chat, I hear in the next. < br>
then, until those people left, I knelt on the ground splash. looked at my father muffled in his chair, smoking a poor quality of silent smoke ring.
At that time, sixteen-year-old me, kneeling on the ground, what about his head at his knock, Dad. I beg you. His sister back from it. smoke, looked blankly dark old house beams, wood wrinkles satisfied that the twitching, but never saying a word. and her mother, rushed out from the kitchen, she cried and wanted to pull me up, but ultimately still to no avail. Finally, she knelt on the floor with me holding me, crying.
Later, they tell us. sister was sent to the orphanage that Bu Xiaozi. Still later, we have no news of my sister .
And now, I claim to be the face of summer home, bear in mind it is a sorrow and grief.
This is a charity set up orphanages. courtyard, is a high The knee did not have weeds. there are several buildings covered with ivy house, house paint has begun to fall, there are many small wall of black stripes, apparently, has not refreshed after a long time. Looking for a circle, back to the summer of my eyes and body.
At this time, standing in the summer grass, smiling at me.
. Teach me to it again. hello. I was a white reflection of her get out of the light color burst of trance.
This is the first time I saw her smile so comfortable. Although she could not see, but she has a not bad recognized that child. Then, in the burning sun, she sat in the grass inside, she began to tell the kids stories.
, your sister, but she ah. Please rest assured. small wild flowers under the hot sun. She became the yard's landscape. Even if the eyes can not see, her eyes and slack, but still affecting the people. In fact, I and the height of summer, long ago recognized, and in her yet born.
I was her sister, it is summer does not know the secret. is, I persuaded the old president of the arrangements with me That coincidence of the reasons the hospital.
summer, I can not not abandon you. However, I can give you happiness. But when you know all the time, please forgive me. forgive me first met you, you hide everything.
I is the time, but also warm in summer.
I'm your best friend, is your sister.
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summer my parents found my day, it was time the first time stood me up.
time, I was sitting next to flower beds and waiting time acquaintance time to come. but that day, she actually had done it rare.
claiming I parents,UGG boots clearance, is to find me at the time.
day, is a rare cloudy day, sunlight I feel the temperature of burning in me, just feel unusually hot. it seems, is to rain. But, even going to rain, I was sitting quietly beside the bed, waiting for several hours late time. At this time, a gust of wind swept through, bringing the smell of wild flowers in this weather under others, for me, is a very enjoyable thing. Although boring.
I pick them off in a flower bed in the grass, shaking bored when there is a woman sitting next to me.
I thought it was time. However, the wind blowing her body fragrance, but it is different from the time that taste.
is a touch of sweet-scented osmanthus fragrant ... ...
and, in front of me stood a man. it so dramatic, I suffered in the hospital my parents. At that time, I want to laugh, parents, for me, is What a strange word. So, I in front of their face, and suddenly laughed. but, sadly, smile smile, I actually cried.
time, I said to them , do you recognize a blind man not ashamed What daughter?!
I know, I was out of control. I am unable to control their emotions, I suspect, the two men, is to enlist me to go. I told yourself, do not be fooled.
However, before the servants to their heads off when I smile, when the woman sitting next to me, but suddenly hugged me. and I, barely hanging on. < br>
her shoulders trembling, she is like holding his very precious things, like holding me tight. ear, is moving to the deafening cries of her, and claimed to be my father The man, then tightly hugged the two of us.
a sweat, and sweet-scented osmanthus fragrant smell.
fact, when she sat beside me,UGGs, I know ... ... sweat mingled with the sweet-scented osmanthus is unique to appreciate my mother.
Later, they told me I need my sister Zhao Han. I find it laughable. It turned out that I need to save my own bone marrow donation The only sister that they did not think I ah.
However, when I was sad to realize their own value, they told me a secret.
the original, has been accompanied me, told me a joke, always want happy, always stand my bad habit of large and small, are always the first step in the flower beds, etc. I am that my best friend, time. that my sister was dying.
that, I called the mother of the woman, said to me, In fact, long before she found me, then, you are the orphanage and the kids play. At that time, your sister said to me, then you must take her back, she has been able to make you happy and take care of you. However, she was diagnosed with bone cancer in March this year. She even dying, but also want you to be really happy, and I want you back to our side. You know. Even after she died, all for you, I have. She told me that she was dead, want to donate your own eyes. She wants you to be bright. When my mother to beg you! suddenly thought of a number of days before the afternoon, time, time holding a comb, as I have been giving her hair a mess.
time, side giving her time, while talking, donate your eyes. You have to cherish. Do not refuse. I think that sentence, the throbbing heart suddenly missed up by the.
time, you are silly. I am your sister, I obviously could save you, why would you say to donate This, then my eyes?
time, you know, I do not find you luxury. I just hope you drop me a very good perks.
time, you are my best friend, why so do not know me?
finally told you, I forbid you to die, you die Gansi, I will never accept your eyes. I'll save you, Even if only 0.01% I will save you.
Therefore, you do not give up, my good sister.
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time being I have three know the secrets of the summer. The first secret for many years I was the sister of the summer away.
second secret, I am a bone cancer patient, every day is full of disinfectant must be lying in a hospital smell, the waiting death to come.
third secret, my death, my eyes will donate summer unconditional.
I admit, I am selfish. so many things without the knowledge of summer . And I know that when summer know that all the time, how would scold me my sister, but, even if she called me, that is the thing I'm dead.
I do not know the person has died after also can not hear the living him (her) blessing or a curse. But, my only certainty is that, even hear the rest of my dissatisfaction, I can not go back to the earth.
< br> Because, Death is final.
I always remember the night when three years old, I am under the stars bright in the summer, sitting on the bench next to the hospital, looking at that wheel on the Inside Story full moon, praying and womb baby peace.
time I, his mother, sister or brother, I do not care, he (she) years after the pet name, must be a summer.
time, little me, and always thought that was the best summer season. However, summer is coming in the summer in our little family.
only She is blind. This is a defect. but does not affect, the sister I love summer.
her year-old's birthday present, I have not sent out. And now, my body, are like a candle guttering swaying in the autumn, do not know how long it can support.
my mind,Discount UGG boots, has been between half asleep. I suspect, I was not really found my sister, summer . theosophy has been splendidly Huhu's.
and sleep, I often heard the voice of summer.
I heard her calling my sister, I heard the beating sound better than my atrium.
She said she woke up waiting for me.
She said she wanted three years old that year, I have not the gift to her hand.
She hoped, and I tell her, I sent her what a gift.
In fact, I would like to speak to her. I'll tell her I sent her, is a piece of amber. that small pieces of amber, but the summer in the old hands, is a great weight of the item.
amber, is six years old, my uncle from the big city to bring a gift. uncle told me this piece of amber, is totally natural. At the time, I watched a little piece of brown stone, suddenly have the idea.
I want to put it into a summer birthday stone. So I rely on the silence of the night in the million, in efforts to carve out a small amber summer and her birthday. It was very hard work, my hand, often knife to scratch, the finger will always be appear large and small wounds. However, I still engraved efforts. In the end the day in her third birthday, her birthday present is ready.
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