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Chen Lin with a whole body of the alcohol from the black Lincoln stumbled out of the car and saw the dark alleys, deep in the end may not see, you can not help a little trepidation. She took out the phone you want to make a call to the Groups of the Groups to pick her, she hesitated, or not to allocate this number. Or do not bother the Groups, and maybe she had fallen asleep, or perhaps she is and what a man consorting. Thought of this, Chen Lin shallow mouth emerges a hint of a smile.
By phone on her faint blue, see the present time is three o'clock in the morning, I glanced back black Lincoln, the strong man waved, then got into the car, start the car, and then must dust away. Chen Lin was a little dull, no matter whether she has a Lincoln car with this man in a hotel may no longer be a passion of Carnival, to the late night, he will leave and return to his wife's side. I remember last time the man said, his wife pregnant, then he is much more time to accompany my wife, so his wife temper becomes irritable, suffer from the legendary maternal depression.
thought of this, Chen Lin with a sigh, a helpless feeling well up in my heart, She lowered her head sadly through the alleys, back to her sharing with the Groups of the houses. She returned to the house only to find that her whole body aching, exhausted. She lifted her legs, very elegant high-heeled shoes to the feet played well, and then went into the bathroom put a tank full of hot water, and threw into the lavender bath salts, the water had gradually become clear a lavender color. She stood before the bathroom mirror, look in the mirror goes haggard face, and body bruised, she began to feel waves of dizziness, the feeling of helplessness on the heart attack.
lying in the bathtub, the body's fatigue to slow the decline to Chen Lin, warm water, blowing her cheek, her Jiling, then sat up from the water. She saw the water bath, floating wisp of red hair plume rose, like the struggling plants, with the bathtub in the shallow waves rippling.
own hair? Chen Lin that thought. Can not help but ask her hand rose to his red hair, and then add a little edge and gently pulling, a strand of hair at the moment, wrapped around her finger, already out of her scalp. Rose red hair at this moment, it is particularly pretty and coquettish, like the blood in general.
dizziness and feeling of helplessness once again on the Chen Lin's heart attack.
1
Chen Lin and Xu Man is the city Department of Art, design students, Chen Lin lively, cheerful, Xu Man was silent within, but this did not prevent them to become best friends. They have one of the largest common denominator - is the number one beauty.
more beautiful in art, art weekend outside the building is more than a BMW Dream Car, this is an open secret on campus. One to the weekend, stopped outside the art building covered with all kinds of cars, and after class, the beautiful women there pretty tall filed out from the building, and elegant as a butterfly, into a luxury vehicle car to pull away.
Chen Lin would sit in a rich weekend of the Lincoln cars. Fortunately, the rich do not look ugly, but the age is not great. Fortunately not, that rich people like violence, each time in the hotel room of passion, he will be tortured to Chen Lin body bruising, scars. Moreover, each night of passion may be, the rich would get back to sleep beside his wife, which makes Chen Lin was very depressed. But look at the money's sake, everything is put up, Chen Lin also understand that this is only a transaction only.
Xu Man despise each weekend outside the building so that more gold man, she thought that the men have no taste is not vulgar. Xu Man in love with photography, weekend, always relic natural one, with a beloved Leica camera to the outskirts of a large public opinion mountain - 1300 meters above sea level it is a forest park. She loves photography, she likes this life to unite in a moment of art. One time, she would take her baby - a valuable Leica camera, her round, you want to shoot their own photos of life eager to shock.
Chen Lin for that rich people call at any time, any time the Groups in order to capture moments of life, they are together in campus housing rent a Liangshiyiting.
Chen Lin Xu Man with contempt by the behavior of wealthy, but she put Chen Lin as his best friend.
But do not believe that Chen Lin Xu Man no man, she has been persistently identified the Groups have a secret lover to the extreme. She did not believe the Groups that will be missing around the pursuit of beauty, and even more do not believe that the Groups can resist the temptation of money. This world, Is there anything more beautiful than the money it? She can not believe the Groups with a Leica camera to find the pleasure of the mind or body.
Chen Linjian believe any of this.
2
Xu Man got up early, she was busy in the kitchen for ages, good breakfast, only to see Chen Lin sounded worn out from the bedroom, eyes glazed, his legs staggering can not help but expressed concern that the sentence: portion of congee. Dried minced meat cut into, thin broken pieces evenly distributed in the white rice, it is also sprinkled with green onion Saika, Zhayi smell is perfume for the nose up. She could not help but reach for a bowl, but fortunately, has been cold, she can not wait to drink a mouthful.
During this time, she could not have been satisfied with photographs taken, so all the time thinking about how to achieve a breakthrough, even when they are some absent-minded cook.
皮蛋瘦肉粥 although a bit salty, but still delicious, but they eat a bit dull Chen Lin, she was a mess and has been taking a bath last night, the hair shedding was feeling frustrated for no reason.
finished dinner, Chen Lin Fu Liao Fu hair, another strand of hair wrapped around the rosy fingers away from the scalp of the detention, she can not help but sigh Youde.
Xu Man heard the loud sigh, and immediately asked Chen Lin interest. Chen Lin Xu Man told to bow my head, her hair is slowly falling, fewer and fewer these days to actually touch what, there will be hair Pu Susu way to fall.
Xu Man said: Chen Lin absolutely can not know. Lincoln car that has a rich black man for Chen Lin, it is like smearing the arsenic candy, although poisonous, but very bright, driven by the moth Chen Lin, such as fire suppression, although aware of the dangers, but not controlled.
Xu Man Jian Chen Lin silent bow, but also sigh loudly and said: I like how when the model? recently held a large public opinion about a photographer Hill Park Grand Prix, as long as large public opinion mountains as the background, what kind of pictures can play, we have to fight about it. years, her bangs covered his face. She thought for a moment, then nodded his head.
3
Zhang Yonghai not very old, only twenty years old, who knew him called him Xiao Zhang, but his responsibility is not small, he is scheduling a large public opinion mountain cableway members. A few weeks ago, the park to improve visibility for employees to make reasonable suggestions. Zhang reminded every week to see a female college student carrying a camera, take the ropeway to Mount Tai Yu photography, so your mind a move, made to the higher mountain photography competition held in a large public opinion the proposal. the adoption of the proposal was superior
large public opinion mountain photography competition officially began. Zhang saw the beautiful female students to be more diligent, and when he did not know the name is the Groups of female college students, but he felt every time I saw this girl, his heart will be slightly faster, will not face consciously as embarrassed and turn red.
this day is a sunny sunny day, when on duty Zhang far have not seen that the Groups with a pretty girl holding hands came from the foot, he recruited him to see the Groups your hands, his face filled with a youthful smile. Chang's heart pounding, he felt his face a little heat, quickly burst into his hand, want to heat a little cool. At this time, he heard a voice behind him: . He looked at cable, and sure enough, do not know why, all the baskets are still in place, motionless. He is a bit anxious, looked into the dispatch room, and then exclaimed: shoulder, he knew public opinion because the big park is not good business conditions have electricity for several months in arrears, she now has finally been cut off electricity. Fortunately, he had been preparedness for the day at the ready in the management of the generator. He quickly took out his cell phone to manage at the generator to the cable, the arrangement of everything, he also tied so far as to ask Zhang, and now the number of visitors over the gondola of a cableway. Zhang pull the knuckle, but also looked at the ticket stub to sell, said: large, should be the top of the temple to metion it. men and women want their children to miscarriage temple worship. Great Yu Shan mountain was very dangerous, a sixty degrees was only the capacity they walk side by side the stone path from the block of rock in the mountains split will come out. Difficult to walk this path, it is generally chosen by visitors are on the cable while.
But now the power cable is interrupted, Zhang concern extended to the cable looked to the direction, he also noted that the Director not look fat, all of a sudden, Zhang Ma heart gratuitous mess up .
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Chen Lin Xu Man holding the hand of the foot of the mountain from the large public opinion slowly Ten Level hesitating to move on, to the cable before the box office, but she then immediately to disappointment, because she saw Shoupiao Chuang tightly closed, surrounded by burning incense and the faithful to prepare for the mountains.
Xu Man once every week by cable, so dispatchers are mixed with a Lianshu. Her way through the crowd, leans scheduling staff side, asked about what really happened.
dispatcher is talking with the opposite sex will shy blushes of the young boy, Zhang Xu Man I remember this boy, she also clearly remember the time Sally saw her face flushing will unconsciously endless. She had been inadvertently brought the boy to the Chen Lin, Chen Lin was said jokingly, must be the boy has a crush on her, prompting her to go after a meal in the house of Chen Lin. In her mind, Sally is a shy boy, where they touch on, what does not crush crush.
Zhang hesitant to tell the Groups of cable failure, power outage, and all the hanging baskets are suspended in the air. Hanging to the park management is now at the generator, but useless because of too long, also some generator failure, always will not start. As for when to fix it, we are not known, but the only certainty is that the park is certainly not open today, but also upon their own home.
it is disappointing, but the Groups and Chen Lin could not do anything but to return same way listlessly. Just got home, Chen Lin received a telephone call to that rich, immediately boosted the spirit, sitting on the dressing table carefully applying the singular synthesis of various chemical substances in paste. Half an hour later, a black Lincoln car has been parked in the outside the building, as Chen Lin as the bird flew out, leaving only the Groups of one person in the room.
boredom among the Groups of turn on the computer on the network, in the pages of the sea, stroll around after she has been in the afternoon, she points to open a big theme of public opinion mountain photography competition page. She saw a photo and immediately stared.
This news is about the time of the morning, a large public opinion mountain cableway accident. Power of the network is infinite, even before the morning photo shoot, at the moment can also be posted on the page, the print media this is no way to achieve results.
picture, is a woman with closed eyes, pale, pale pink blood vessels under the skin appeared faint. Her teeth biting his lip service tightly, place both hands around in the lower abdomen into a semicircle. Semicircle in the arms surrounded, a crying baby with mouth open is hard.
picture next to the text, the description of the origin of this picture - the power cable this morning, there is a problem, suddenly all the hanging baskets are suspended in the air. And in a basket, and happens to have a pregnant women in August, to the top of the temple praying for the upcoming birth of baby, in shock, the water broke, broken child preterm infants, pregnant women because it can not receive timely medical treatment of postpartum hemorrhage critical condition. The role of the mountain under the gondola stop shaking, another ten meters outside the gondola of a couple who worried visitors to see this scene, you want to help but powerless, they are shaking in fear, that a newborn baby away from the basket where it will go out.
finally, power restored, when the basket in high-risk pregnant women to reach the top, in front of tourists immediately rushed past, they saw a moving scene.
pregnant woman holding a baby, the body has been stiff, but also vaguely with temperature. Baby's umbilical cord was biting her lips, the baby on her chest and she tightly grasped in the softest place, her hands grabbed the child is not meat, but surrounded in the chest, let the baby leave The arm ring into the ring. Unfortunately, this woman had stopped breathing, but the baby has mouth biting the arms of her nipples, sweet, fast asleep.
couple with a digital camera that shot this eternal moment, the photos made in the page. Website took this picture a title - the black moment.
this photo, we can move all people, the true record of the most dignified moment of life - death and birth, end of life and continuity.
Xu Man cheek and wiped the tears off the computer. She was thinking, what time, so I could capture all of the photos can be touched.
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next morning, the Groups awoke faint over time is Rishangsangan. She was wearing pajamas out of the bedroom, sitting in the window to see Chen Lin was stare, around the rose red hair, a winding wrapped around her finger.
Chen Lin's eyes slide down a string of tears, she sobs and said: thing. He is guilty, at about me out by telling me to break up with me, he wanted all the time to compensate their children, he wanted to atone ... ... breath, and then stared - do yesterday gondola cableway maternal death, even the man's wife is Chen Lin? Scene is really dramatic scene.
Chen Lin Xu Man head buried in the arms, weep loudly together, and she began to cry to on the Groups, said: br> Xu Man nodded his head and softly replied: go. Xu Man afraid of her accident, and it will not go to class, always at her side pockets.
the past few days, Chen Lin Chafanbusi, sleepless nights, weight decreased sharply, a rose red hair fell out, and even can see the pale blue hair hidden under the scalp.
week later, Chen Lin's mental state was finally better, but people are skinny, the people looked bleak. Xu Man decided to take her to the hospital a few days lost nutrient solution, after all, the body of the Zhou Chenlin by too much damage.
hospital is always filled with the lingering smell of water to the Soviet Union, despite a long but full of winding corridors to see the doctor, but was always mournful, erect. No hang over, the doctor told Chen Lin investigation to blood.
nurses edged needle punctured with a finger Chen Lin, a siphon blood collection and then sucked the blood of her body. Chen Lin would have on the halo of blood, coupled with poor health, when she saw blood collection in the scarlet liquid, suddenly gratuitous dizziness, and body crooked down, actually unconscious. Nurses quickly ran out of pinch Chen Lin, and then handed over to the Groups of siphon blood collection, blood collection handed her the end of the corridor laboratory.
such Xu Man back, nurses and doctors have the frame to temporary beds Chen Lin, and lose the nutrient solution.
Chen Lin Xu Man fondly stroking the hair, said: Rose red hair, but now the color has darkened, as if already withered plants in general.
half an hour, the Groups report to the laboratory to take a single, but the nurse said, blood samples also need to review, much more so for an hour. Nurses speak, eyes are always hiding, flicker.
Xu Man reluctantly returned to the ward, and an hour later, she came to the laboratory, they see several doctors showing that the edge of the general standing in the corridor, waiting for her.
After a while, the Groups of heavily out of the doctor's office face when she returned to the ward, but also put on a strong peach blossom, smiling. But no matter how she hide, are not cover under the solemn smile.
Chen Lin is not a fool, one saw the Groups to ask: panic Zhang replied, but her face had flushed, like a like eggplants.
What I have a mental ill prepared. is not cancer? She knew that a single laboratory is only written a few simple words in red - HIV-positive, Chen Lin terminally ill AIDS patients is century.
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Chen Lin is very strong, when she learned of their condition, the strong demand was discharged because she know that this disease, even if the treatment is only for time, waste money only. Before that she also has a rich black man called Lincoln cars, want to remind him to check it also can be the man's phone number has changed, as a drop of water in the desert, and instantly evaporate, disappear disappeared.
returned to their rented room, the next time, Chen Lin madly in love with photography, she became the Groups of the best models. She should have left the last good image on the film, almost every day she twisted the Groups of public opinion by cable to a large mountain to take pictures. But she still kept falling hair, a pair of blue hair scalp are increasingly apparent.
and the Groups of friends to make their own fun, and almost dropped out of school every day, accompanied Chen Lin, photographed with Chen Lin beloved Leica camera, bit by bit. She also hosts nutrition recipe for the soup pot Chen Lin, Chen Lin a day in her eyes forced to drink a full cup under the bitter and astringent medicine.
blink of an eye have been autumn, but autumn tiger is powerful too unbearable. Chen Lin's hair is almost out almost, blue accentuates the scalp, each time she went out all packets on the hood, poking in the eyes of passers-pointing, she was ashamed inexplicable. Then, one day, she said Xu Man, move it, move to a place where few people, for example, Yu Shan temple a large building next to woods. There away from the cable near, no long walk every day can take pictures in the mountains, you can also listen to the temple, chanting voice, purify my mind. Where else than the last paragraph where he spent his life better?
moved to build a large public opinion mountain woods, Chen Lin want all eyes disappear, so turning off the phone, quit the network, that made her a wealthy man infected with terminal illness do not have the slightest bit more contact.
but she disappears like a vapor general, there are always some people will worry about, such as her parents. Chen Lin's parents live in a city in neighboring counties, usually received weekly calls her daughter's safe, but two weeks without her daughter suddenly the news of her daughter's cell phone stopped.
They are anxious, so long car ride to the city where the University of her daughter. When they heard that she was not in the schools in a few months after the frail old mother nearly fainted in the Art Department office. Kind to the Groups of a student's phone number to them, to play over, the Groups meet on the phone creak Well, said she is not very clear, she did not see Chen Lin Liao months. Fortunately, she did not stand Chen Lin made the remarks in front of their parents, or her face turned purple sauce will once again betray her.
Xu Man put down the phone, looked around a pale face has been scared Chen Lin, said: : Eyes were deeply sunken, wipe the black eye socket regardless of the number of foundation could not conceal.
the Groups also can not help but follow with a sigh, she did not know what to say well, two lines of tears sliding down from the corner edge. She quickly drank Aohao pressing, Chen Lin of Chinese medicine, she can only hope that the next day Chen Lin forget unhappy things, she just can happily Chen Lin spent the last every day.
She rubbed her eyes, took a walk outside, suddenly thought, then put on a brightly colored jacket out the door. The reason to put on the cloak of colors so bright, because she felt to stay in the house too long, and her mood gradually becomes dark, and she did not want to be so any longer.
7
keep cableway Zhang was transferred to the top rope on duty, in fact, quite pleased with his heart, because here he can see the Groups every day holding hands with Chen Lin next to the temple in the hilltop beside the photographs.
shot each time the Groups to Chen Lin Chen Lin posing, holding the trunk, lying on the grass, and even hugged Zhang times tried to kiss his lips. Chang's face was a red, but he hoped that the days never end. He felt it all a dream and his willingness to never wake up this dream. So, even after work, he was on duty are not willing to leave the cable housing, he was willing to sit by the window, watching not far from the Groups that rent their huts, revealing a little bit from the cabin lights, a small Zhang always felt a vague warm.
but even then was that Sally did not know where he's being knocked unconscious from a head. Chen Lin's hair can be seen less and less, the spirit more and more emotionally drained. He was also tempted to ask before, but always immediately tear the Groups topic, and Chen Lin also flashed the alert eyes look, it is a territory against the invasion, such as animal-like look. Chen Lin was deep enough to look straight into people's eyes, Zhang always felt vest at the slightest little bit of cold sweat leaking, when the mountain wind rustling passing, his body will not help but shudder, shudder gratuitous.
genius just dusk that day, Zhang was as usual sitting in the window, he saw the Groups of wearing a brightly colored coat trance out of the cabin. He had intended to have walked the duty room, and then pretend chance encounter with the Groups, and then have something to talk without a few words can be when he suddenly heard the creaking rope to ring up, there is a basket floating along the upstream of the cable will come up. Cable is under the control cable can work is now time, who is the cable coming up from it?
afar off to be painted blue to float the basket sway over long period, when the basket came to a stop, Zhang found that the Director of Management Office of the fat. Xiao Zhang came forward to ask the Director what to think about things before he could ask to have heard the fat man with a hiccup Director, said: trouble, the way I personally take the cable to see if there is no completely risk. you busy for you, let me be. more or less a little uncomfortable, usually He does not drink the. He moved back a few steps, watched the Director hobbled out of the cable duty room, figure disappeared in the woods next to the temple.
Zhang suddenly remembered what had happened, quickly rushed out of the duty room, looked around, but this time he discovered the Groups disappeared, did not know she was gone.
8
next morning, the Groups of the living room to get up walk, feel like I have some discomfort. She took a deep breath, and then see Chen Lin is leaning in the window, wearing her most beautiful dress Floral ocean, watching the glow of the forest after the silent trees. Xu Man was going to say a few words of comfort to Chen Lin Chen Lin has been turned, smiling to her, said:
went to cable side, the shy boy cable guard Zhang has been familiar with them, and quickly pulled up a basket waiting for them. Zhang Xu Man has been clearly felt burning eyes with staring at her. Xu Man had turned around, embarrassed smile on Chen Lin. Lately, Chen Lin no less because of this and laugh at her.
cable started a mountain breeze rustling in passing, the Groups of wind whipped the hair to be blown. When the cable reaches the highest place, the Groups look to bring back a Leica camera behind Chen Lin. Chen Lin surprised to see her off his orange scarf, bayan basket dropped outside air, suddenly the orange scarf to sway like a broken kite with the general fall in the abyss. And Chen Lin is solved seat belts, standing on the pedals basket.
At this time, she saw Chen Lin took the phone from his pocket a few seconds later, she was placed in a backpack cell phone rang, calling Chen Lin.
all took a tearful voice.
vases living room, the trouble you transferred to my parents. live on like this, I am afraid they will end their suffering that even the power of life and no.
Chen Lin was cold as steel in the Groups of the ear to the voice says: a black moment ', right? You said you hope that one day you can shoot stirring heavyweight work. now you take me to jump right in this moment in black, photos will make you a good photographer, which is when I tell you this for a few months to take care of my return it.
Floral Western Skirt pretty tightly wrapped around her thin slender body. She held out her hand to slowly cast of palm, cell phone showed a straight line fall into the bottomless void.
Xu Man tears in my eyes, raised his hands of the camera, she began to cry.
thin Chen Lin said loudly: She just felt the whole world to see become a black and white, color Chen Lin lost like a kite off the line in general, yo do not see in the end to the sway of the valley plant down.
Xu Man feel so cold, Ruzhui icehouse into a cold, endless grief at the moment filling out her every pore. She knew only their fingers as if from their control, and just keep the camera shutter according to Leica. Kacha, Kacha, Kacha ... ...
from the Groups of the intention, she does not want to take these photos, she will not hand records the death of friends instantly. But her fingers still unconsciously pressed the shutter. Later, she consoled himself, perhaps all this comes from the instinct of a photographer it. She is a born photographer, her life should belong to the photographer. So think about it, she can not help but won over.
Chen Lin with a whole body of the alcohol from the black Lincoln stumbled out of the car and saw the dark alleys, deep in the end may not see, you can not help a little trepidation. She took out the phone you want to make a call to the Groups of the Groups to pick her, she hesitated, or not to allocate this number. Or do not bother the Groups, and maybe she had fallen asleep, or perhaps she is and what a man consorting. Thought of this, Chen Lin shallow mouth emerges a hint of a smile.
By phone on her faint blue, see the present time is three o'clock in the morning, I glanced back black Lincoln, the strong man waved, then got into the car, start the car, and then must dust away. Chen Lin was a little dull, no matter whether she has a Lincoln car with this man in a hotel may no longer be a passion of Carnival, to the late night, he will leave and return to his wife's side. I remember last time the man said, his wife pregnant, then he is much more time to accompany my wife, so his wife temper becomes irritable, suffer from the legendary maternal depression.
thought of this, Chen Lin with a sigh, a helpless feeling well up in my heart, She lowered her head sadly through the alleys, back to her sharing with the Groups of the houses. She returned to the house only to find that her whole body aching, exhausted. She lifted her legs, very elegant high-heeled shoes to the feet played well, and then went into the bathroom put a tank full of hot water, and threw into the lavender bath salts, the water had gradually become clear a lavender color. She stood before the bathroom mirror, look in the mirror goes haggard face, and body bruised, she began to feel waves of dizziness, the feeling of helplessness on the heart attack.
lying in the bathtub, the body's fatigue to slow the decline to Chen Lin, warm water, blowing her cheek, her Jiling, then sat up from the water. She saw the water bath, floating wisp of red hair plume rose, like the struggling plants, with the bathtub in the shallow waves rippling.
own hair? Chen Lin that thought. Can not help but ask her hand rose to his red hair, and then add a little edge and gently pulling, a strand of hair at the moment, wrapped around her finger, already out of her scalp. Rose red hair at this moment, it is particularly pretty and coquettish, like the blood in general.
dizziness and feeling of helplessness once again on the Chen Lin's heart attack.
1
Chen Lin and Xu Man is the city Department of Art, design students, Chen Lin lively, cheerful, Xu Man was silent within, but this did not prevent them to become best friends. They have one of the largest common denominator - is the number one beauty.
more beautiful in art, art weekend outside the building is more than a BMW Dream Car, this is an open secret on campus. One to the weekend, stopped outside the art building covered with all kinds of cars, and after class, the beautiful women there pretty tall filed out from the building, and elegant as a butterfly, into a luxury vehicle car to pull away.
Chen Lin would sit in a rich weekend of the Lincoln cars. Fortunately, the rich do not look ugly, but the age is not great. Fortunately not, that rich people like violence, each time in the hotel room of passion, he will be tortured to Chen Lin body bruising, scars. Moreover, each night of passion may be, the rich would get back to sleep beside his wife, which makes Chen Lin was very depressed. But look at the money's sake, everything is put up, Chen Lin also understand that this is only a transaction only.
Xu Man despise each weekend outside the building so that more gold man, she thought that the men have no taste is not vulgar. Xu Man in love with photography, weekend, always relic natural one, with a beloved Leica camera to the outskirts of a large public opinion mountain - 1300 meters above sea level it is a forest park. She loves photography, she likes this life to unite in a moment of art. One time, she would take her baby - a valuable Leica camera, her round, you want to shoot their own photos of life eager to shock.
Chen Lin for that rich people call at any time, any time the Groups in order to capture moments of life, they are together in campus housing rent a Liangshiyiting.
Chen Lin Xu Man with contempt by the behavior of wealthy, but she put Chen Lin as his best friend.
But do not believe that Chen Lin Xu Man no man, she has been persistently identified the Groups have a secret lover to the extreme. She did not believe the Groups that will be missing around the pursuit of beauty, and even more do not believe that the Groups can resist the temptation of money. This world, Is there anything more beautiful than the money it? She can not believe the Groups with a Leica camera to find the pleasure of the mind or body.
Chen Linjian believe any of this.
2
Xu Man got up early, she was busy in the kitchen for ages, good breakfast, only to see Chen Lin sounded worn out from the bedroom, eyes glazed, his legs staggering can not help but expressed concern that the sentence: portion of congee. Dried minced meat cut into, thin broken pieces evenly distributed in the white rice, it is also sprinkled with green onion Saika, Zhayi smell is perfume for the nose up. She could not help but reach for a bowl, but fortunately, has been cold, she can not wait to drink a mouthful.
During this time, she could not have been satisfied with photographs taken, so all the time thinking about how to achieve a breakthrough, even when they are some absent-minded cook.
皮蛋瘦肉粥 although a bit salty, but still delicious, but they eat a bit dull Chen Lin, she was a mess and has been taking a bath last night, the hair shedding was feeling frustrated for no reason.
finished dinner, Chen Lin Fu Liao Fu hair, another strand of hair wrapped around the rosy fingers away from the scalp of the detention, she can not help but sigh Youde.
Xu Man heard the loud sigh, and immediately asked Chen Lin interest. Chen Lin Xu Man told to bow my head, her hair is slowly falling, fewer and fewer these days to actually touch what, there will be hair Pu Susu way to fall.
Xu Man said: Chen Lin absolutely can not know. Lincoln car that has a rich black man for Chen Lin, it is like smearing the arsenic candy, although poisonous, but very bright, driven by the moth Chen Lin, such as fire suppression, although aware of the dangers, but not controlled.
Xu Man Jian Chen Lin silent bow, but also sigh loudly and said: I like how when the model? recently held a large public opinion about a photographer Hill Park Grand Prix, as long as large public opinion mountains as the background, what kind of pictures can play, we have to fight about it. years, her bangs covered his face. She thought for a moment, then nodded his head.
3
Zhang Yonghai not very old, only twenty years old, who knew him called him Xiao Zhang, but his responsibility is not small, he is scheduling a large public opinion mountain cableway members. A few weeks ago, the park to improve visibility for employees to make reasonable suggestions. Zhang reminded every week to see a female college student carrying a camera, take the ropeway to Mount Tai Yu photography, so your mind a move, made to the higher mountain photography competition held in a large public opinion the proposal. the adoption of the proposal was superior
large public opinion mountain photography competition officially began. Zhang saw the beautiful female students to be more diligent, and when he did not know the name is the Groups of female college students, but he felt every time I saw this girl, his heart will be slightly faster, will not face consciously as embarrassed and turn red.
this day is a sunny sunny day, when on duty Zhang far have not seen that the Groups with a pretty girl holding hands came from the foot, he recruited him to see the Groups your hands, his face filled with a youthful smile. Chang's heart pounding, he felt his face a little heat, quickly burst into his hand, want to heat a little cool. At this time, he heard a voice behind him: . He looked at cable, and sure enough, do not know why, all the baskets are still in place, motionless. He is a bit anxious, looked into the dispatch room, and then exclaimed: shoulder, he knew public opinion because the big park is not good business conditions have electricity for several months in arrears, she now has finally been cut off electricity. Fortunately, he had been preparedness for the day at the ready in the management of the generator. He quickly took out his cell phone to manage at the generator to the cable, the arrangement of everything, he also tied so far as to ask Zhang, and now the number of visitors over the gondola of a cableway. Zhang pull the knuckle, but also looked at the ticket stub to sell, said: large, should be the top of the temple to metion it. men and women want their children to miscarriage temple worship. Great Yu Shan mountain was very dangerous, a sixty degrees was only the capacity they walk side by side the stone path from the block of rock in the mountains split will come out. Difficult to walk this path, it is generally chosen by visitors are on the cable while.
But now the power cable is interrupted, Zhang concern extended to the cable looked to the direction, he also noted that the Director not look fat, all of a sudden, Zhang Ma heart gratuitous mess up .
4
Chen Lin Xu Man holding the hand of the foot of the mountain from the large public opinion slowly Ten Level hesitating to move on, to the cable before the box office, but she then immediately to disappointment, because she saw Shoupiao Chuang tightly closed, surrounded by burning incense and the faithful to prepare for the mountains.
Xu Man once every week by cable, so dispatchers are mixed with a Lianshu. Her way through the crowd, leans scheduling staff side, asked about what really happened.
dispatcher is talking with the opposite sex will shy blushes of the young boy, Zhang Xu Man I remember this boy, she also clearly remember the time Sally saw her face flushing will unconsciously endless. She had been inadvertently brought the boy to the Chen Lin, Chen Lin was said jokingly, must be the boy has a crush on her, prompting her to go after a meal in the house of Chen Lin. In her mind, Sally is a shy boy, where they touch on, what does not crush crush.
Zhang hesitant to tell the Groups of cable failure, power outage, and all the hanging baskets are suspended in the air. Hanging to the park management is now at the generator, but useless because of too long, also some generator failure, always will not start. As for when to fix it, we are not known, but the only certainty is that the park is certainly not open today, but also upon their own home.
it is disappointing, but the Groups and Chen Lin could not do anything but to return same way listlessly. Just got home, Chen Lin received a telephone call to that rich, immediately boosted the spirit, sitting on the dressing table carefully applying the singular synthesis of various chemical substances in paste. Half an hour later, a black Lincoln car has been parked in the outside the building, as Chen Lin as the bird flew out, leaving only the Groups of one person in the room.
boredom among the Groups of turn on the computer on the network, in the pages of the sea, stroll around after she has been in the afternoon, she points to open a big theme of public opinion mountain photography competition page. She saw a photo and immediately stared.
This news is about the time of the morning, a large public opinion mountain cableway accident. Power of the network is infinite, even before the morning photo shoot, at the moment can also be posted on the page, the print media this is no way to achieve results.
picture, is a woman with closed eyes, pale, pale pink blood vessels under the skin appeared faint. Her teeth biting his lip service tightly, place both hands around in the lower abdomen into a semicircle. Semicircle in the arms surrounded, a crying baby with mouth open is hard.
picture next to the text, the description of the origin of this picture - the power cable this morning, there is a problem, suddenly all the hanging baskets are suspended in the air. And in a basket, and happens to have a pregnant women in August, to the top of the temple praying for the upcoming birth of baby, in shock, the water broke, broken child preterm infants, pregnant women because it can not receive timely medical treatment of postpartum hemorrhage critical condition. The role of the mountain under the gondola stop shaking, another ten meters outside the gondola of a couple who worried visitors to see this scene, you want to help but powerless, they are shaking in fear, that a newborn baby away from the basket where it will go out.
finally, power restored, when the basket in high-risk pregnant women to reach the top, in front of tourists immediately rushed past, they saw a moving scene.
pregnant woman holding a baby, the body has been stiff, but also vaguely with temperature. Baby's umbilical cord was biting her lips, the baby on her chest and she tightly grasped in the softest place, her hands grabbed the child is not meat, but surrounded in the chest, let the baby leave The arm ring into the ring. Unfortunately, this woman had stopped breathing, but the baby has mouth biting the arms of her nipples, sweet, fast asleep.
couple with a digital camera that shot this eternal moment, the photos made in the page. Website took this picture a title - the black moment.
this photo, we can move all people, the true record of the most dignified moment of life - death and birth, end of life and continuity.
Xu Man cheek and wiped the tears off the computer. She was thinking, what time, so I could capture all of the photos can be touched.
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next morning, the Groups awoke faint over time is Rishangsangan. She was wearing pajamas out of the bedroom, sitting in the window to see Chen Lin was stare, around the rose red hair, a winding wrapped around her finger.
Chen Lin's eyes slide down a string of tears, she sobs and said: thing. He is guilty, at about me out by telling me to break up with me, he wanted all the time to compensate their children, he wanted to atone ... ... breath, and then stared - do yesterday gondola cableway maternal death, even the man's wife is Chen Lin? Scene is really dramatic scene.
Chen Lin Xu Man head buried in the arms, weep loudly together, and she began to cry to on the Groups, said: br> Xu Man nodded his head and softly replied: go. Xu Man afraid of her accident, and it will not go to class, always at her side pockets.
the past few days, Chen Lin Chafanbusi, sleepless nights, weight decreased sharply, a rose red hair fell out, and even can see the pale blue hair hidden under the scalp.
week later, Chen Lin's mental state was finally better, but people are skinny, the people looked bleak. Xu Man decided to take her to the hospital a few days lost nutrient solution, after all, the body of the Zhou Chenlin by too much damage.
hospital is always filled with the lingering smell of water to the Soviet Union, despite a long but full of winding corridors to see the doctor, but was always mournful, erect. No hang over, the doctor told Chen Lin investigation to blood.
nurses edged needle punctured with a finger Chen Lin, a siphon blood collection and then sucked the blood of her body. Chen Lin would have on the halo of blood, coupled with poor health, when she saw blood collection in the scarlet liquid, suddenly gratuitous dizziness, and body crooked down, actually unconscious. Nurses quickly ran out of pinch Chen Lin, and then handed over to the Groups of siphon blood collection, blood collection handed her the end of the corridor laboratory.
such Xu Man back, nurses and doctors have the frame to temporary beds Chen Lin, and lose the nutrient solution.
Chen Lin Xu Man fondly stroking the hair, said: Rose red hair, but now the color has darkened, as if already withered plants in general.
half an hour, the Groups report to the laboratory to take a single, but the nurse said, blood samples also need to review, much more so for an hour. Nurses speak, eyes are always hiding, flicker.
Xu Man reluctantly returned to the ward, and an hour later, she came to the laboratory, they see several doctors showing that the edge of the general standing in the corridor, waiting for her.
After a while, the Groups of heavily out of the doctor's office face when she returned to the ward, but also put on a strong peach blossom, smiling. But no matter how she hide, are not cover under the solemn smile.
Chen Lin is not a fool, one saw the Groups to ask: panic Zhang replied, but her face had flushed, like a like eggplants.
What I have a mental ill prepared. is not cancer? She knew that a single laboratory is only written a few simple words in red - HIV-positive, Chen Lin terminally ill AIDS patients is century.
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Chen Lin is very strong, when she learned of their condition, the strong demand was discharged because she know that this disease, even if the treatment is only for time, waste money only. Before that she also has a rich black man called Lincoln cars, want to remind him to check it also can be the man's phone number has changed, as a drop of water in the desert, and instantly evaporate, disappear disappeared.
returned to their rented room, the next time, Chen Lin madly in love with photography, she became the Groups of the best models. She should have left the last good image on the film, almost every day she twisted the Groups of public opinion by cable to a large mountain to take pictures. But she still kept falling hair, a pair of blue hair scalp are increasingly apparent.
and the Groups of friends to make their own fun, and almost dropped out of school every day, accompanied Chen Lin, photographed with Chen Lin beloved Leica camera, bit by bit. She also hosts nutrition recipe for the soup pot Chen Lin, Chen Lin a day in her eyes forced to drink a full cup under the bitter and astringent medicine.
blink of an eye have been autumn, but autumn tiger is powerful too unbearable. Chen Lin's hair is almost out almost, blue accentuates the scalp, each time she went out all packets on the hood, poking in the eyes of passers-pointing, she was ashamed inexplicable. Then, one day, she said Xu Man, move it, move to a place where few people, for example, Yu Shan temple a large building next to woods. There away from the cable near, no long walk every day can take pictures in the mountains, you can also listen to the temple, chanting voice, purify my mind. Where else than the last paragraph where he spent his life better?
moved to build a large public opinion mountain woods, Chen Lin want all eyes disappear, so turning off the phone, quit the network, that made her a wealthy man infected with terminal illness do not have the slightest bit more contact.
but she disappears like a vapor general, there are always some people will worry about, such as her parents. Chen Lin's parents live in a city in neighboring counties, usually received weekly calls her daughter's safe, but two weeks without her daughter suddenly the news of her daughter's cell phone stopped.
They are anxious, so long car ride to the city where the University of her daughter. When they heard that she was not in the schools in a few months after the frail old mother nearly fainted in the Art Department office. Kind to the Groups of a student's phone number to them, to play over, the Groups meet on the phone creak Well, said she is not very clear, she did not see Chen Lin Liao months. Fortunately, she did not stand Chen Lin made the remarks in front of their parents, or her face turned purple sauce will once again betray her.
Xu Man put down the phone, looked around a pale face has been scared Chen Lin, said: : Eyes were deeply sunken, wipe the black eye socket regardless of the number of foundation could not conceal.
the Groups also can not help but follow with a sigh, she did not know what to say well, two lines of tears sliding down from the corner edge. She quickly drank Aohao pressing, Chen Lin of Chinese medicine, she can only hope that the next day Chen Lin forget unhappy things, she just can happily Chen Lin spent the last every day.
She rubbed her eyes, took a walk outside, suddenly thought, then put on a brightly colored jacket out the door. The reason to put on the cloak of colors so bright, because she felt to stay in the house too long, and her mood gradually becomes dark, and she did not want to be so any longer.
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keep cableway Zhang was transferred to the top rope on duty, in fact, quite pleased with his heart, because here he can see the Groups every day holding hands with Chen Lin next to the temple in the hilltop beside the photographs.
shot each time the Groups to Chen Lin Chen Lin posing, holding the trunk, lying on the grass, and even hugged Zhang times tried to kiss his lips. Chang's face was a red, but he hoped that the days never end. He felt it all a dream and his willingness to never wake up this dream. So, even after work, he was on duty are not willing to leave the cable housing, he was willing to sit by the window, watching not far from the Groups that rent their huts, revealing a little bit from the cabin lights, a small Zhang always felt a vague warm.
but even then was that Sally did not know where he's being knocked unconscious from a head. Chen Lin's hair can be seen less and less, the spirit more and more emotionally drained. He was also tempted to ask before, but always immediately tear the Groups topic, and Chen Lin also flashed the alert eyes look, it is a territory against the invasion, such as animal-like look. Chen Lin was deep enough to look straight into people's eyes, Zhang always felt vest at the slightest little bit of cold sweat leaking, when the mountain wind rustling passing, his body will not help but shudder, shudder gratuitous.
genius just dusk that day, Zhang was as usual sitting in the window, he saw the Groups of wearing a brightly colored coat trance out of the cabin. He had intended to have walked the duty room, and then pretend chance encounter with the Groups, and then have something to talk without a few words can be when he suddenly heard the creaking rope to ring up, there is a basket floating along the upstream of the cable will come up. Cable is under the control cable can work is now time, who is the cable coming up from it?
afar off to be painted blue to float the basket sway over long period, when the basket came to a stop, Zhang found that the Director of Management Office of the fat. Xiao Zhang came forward to ask the Director what to think about things before he could ask to have heard the fat man with a hiccup Director, said: trouble, the way I personally take the cable to see if there is no completely risk. you busy for you, let me be. more or less a little uncomfortable, usually He does not drink the. He moved back a few steps, watched the Director hobbled out of the cable duty room, figure disappeared in the woods next to the temple.
Zhang suddenly remembered what had happened, quickly rushed out of the duty room, looked around, but this time he discovered the Groups disappeared, did not know she was gone.
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next morning, the Groups of the living room to get up walk, feel like I have some discomfort. She took a deep breath, and then see Chen Lin is leaning in the window, wearing her most beautiful dress Floral ocean, watching the glow of the forest after the silent trees. Xu Man was going to say a few words of comfort to Chen Lin Chen Lin has been turned, smiling to her, said:
went to cable side, the shy boy cable guard Zhang has been familiar with them, and quickly pulled up a basket waiting for them. Zhang Xu Man has been clearly felt burning eyes with staring at her. Xu Man had turned around, embarrassed smile on Chen Lin. Lately, Chen Lin no less because of this and laugh at her.
cable started a mountain breeze rustling in passing, the Groups of wind whipped the hair to be blown. When the cable reaches the highest place, the Groups look to bring back a Leica camera behind Chen Lin. Chen Lin surprised to see her off his orange scarf, bayan basket dropped outside air, suddenly the orange scarf to sway like a broken kite with the general fall in the abyss. And Chen Lin is solved seat belts, standing on the pedals basket.
At this time, she saw Chen Lin took the phone from his pocket a few seconds later, she was placed in a backpack cell phone rang, calling Chen Lin.
all took a tearful voice.
vases living room, the trouble you transferred to my parents. live on like this, I am afraid they will end their suffering that even the power of life and no.
Chen Lin was cold as steel in the Groups of the ear to the voice says: a black moment ', right? You said you hope that one day you can shoot stirring heavyweight work. now you take me to jump right in this moment in black, photos will make you a good photographer, which is when I tell you this for a few months to take care of my return it.
Floral Western Skirt pretty tightly wrapped around her thin slender body. She held out her hand to slowly cast of palm, cell phone showed a straight line fall into the bottomless void.
Xu Man tears in my eyes, raised his hands of the camera, she began to cry.
thin Chen Lin said loudly: She just felt the whole world to see become a black and white, color Chen Lin lost like a kite off the line in general, yo do not see in the end to the sway of the valley plant down.
Xu Man feel so cold, Ruzhui icehouse into a cold, endless grief at the moment filling out her every pore. She knew only their fingers as if from their control, and just keep the camera shutter according to Leica. Kacha, Kacha, Kacha ... ...
from the Groups of the intention, she does not want to take these photos, she will not hand records the death of friends instantly. But her fingers still unconsciously pressed the shutter. Later, she consoled himself, perhaps all this comes from the instinct of a photographer it. She is a born photographer, her life should belong to the photographer. So think about it, she can not help but won over.
